You may fall sometimes, but you're never fallen.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006 4:30 pm
31102006


listen, ♥
in my heart, you'll always be.

today's the last day of november..
whee`
i'm glad i've gt several things done.
i wanted to update mah blog ytd,
but the laptop wouldnt let me so forget it lorhs. (:
i started the day praising the lord for today. (:
i started mah day at arnd 1130.
i watched BLUES CLUES at 1130! (:
i noe. dang`
den i went downstairs at 12 to buy breakfast.
its SUSPOSE to be breakfast but it became brunch.
den came home,
helped nanny water the plant becos she was so freaking busy.
den i helped her lorhs,
if nt the poor plants would die.
i did the job and den walked arnd the hse cos there was NOTHING to do..
den helped nanny fold the clothes.
den did some card for confirmation to give to mah fellow confirmant friends as farewell.. (:
i'm gonna miss them.
oh well,
in life we gain and lose.
i'll live with it! (:
den used the computer before kerby even touches it! (:
i'm bored, freaking bored.
everyone's coming home late.
thursday going out! (:
with amanda, desiree and felicia, i hope.
but confirm desiree and amanda going. (:
lalala`
i'm bored..
BYE!
GOD LOVES! <3

`EU AMO-TE <33
CHILD OF GOD,
MARTHA KATHLEEN CLARE SOH RUILING <3

- to truly love is to understand -
- my story ; my life -


Sunday, October 29, 2006 8:52 pm
29102006


listen, ♥
until the end of tyme

hello! (:
long tyme nvr blog lerhs.
been busy with life i guess..
13 days ago i blogged,
nw i'm blgging again.
holidays has started and so has trng.
they say i'm getting thinner and thinner,
i feel okayy..
haiish, dunno luhs.
dun understand..
24th of october was cien's birthday.
i enjoyed mahself that day VERY MUCH!
and i mean it.
tmr is meiling's birthday.
cien's birthday was an awesome one,
i had great funn.. REALLY FUNN! (:
10 people went. people included
[cien, fareen, sing yi, yin xiu, meiling, yaosheng, jiaying, xueting, mickey mouse and i]
i had great fun, especially the finale!
whr mickey mouse, me, xueting, jiaying, yin xiu and cien went to long john's to eat dinner.
we made ice lemon tea float.
OUR WAY!
with ingredients such as
mayonise, chilli sauce, tomato sauce, lemon tea, coke, sprite, ice and tissue! (:
it was disgusting can?
but it was ice lemon tea float OUR WAY!
the manager stared angrily at us.
scary! lools!
'O' levels starts tmr.
GOOD LUCK SHIKIN JIE!
JIAYOU!
haiish,
life isnt as wonderful as it shld be.
i dunno why and i dun wish to know why anyway. (:
so many things has happened and i'm so confused and i dunno wad to do..
wad has happened between the love birds?
i dun get it. but wadeva it is,
as long as i dun lose a friend,
nth matters as much.
i dun take sides! (:
CONFIRMATION IS ONE WEEK AWAY! (:
5th NOVEMBER 2006 WILL BE MAH DAY!
whee`
i'm so excited abt it but den i'm afraid i'll lose all of mah friends.
it wuld be a pity if that happens.
haiish, but wadeva it is.
CONFIRMANTS ROCK! (:
admit it!
sch has ended,
holiday is dragging by..
DRATS! >_<"
tyme pass so fast whn i'm having fun and loving it
and it passes so slowly whn i dun haf anything to do..
wth is wrong with that?
dang`
i gt 10th in class.
petatic right?
frm 7 to 10.
fareen was WAHH!
she jumped so many position high!
she kind of ovrtook me man! >_<"
i carnt believe it but anyway,
who cares?
holiday hmwrk is stacking up..
zzz. sian! >_<"
but i very guai hors!
i've done 1 e maths wrksheet and mah chinese hmwrk.
chinese i'm only left with newspaper report.
whr am i gonna find a stupid chinese newspaper!
ah gong hse shld haf! (:
many things has changed,
so have i. (:
weiwen is someone of the past and nt the presentin mah life! (:
good luck with mah love life! (:
computer went bonkers and i'm no longer using it,
carnt crash the system anyway,
mah cd drive was ripped off thanks to me! (:
and therefore,
i'm nt able to use the computer any longer.
hence, i'll use the laptop! (:
anyway,
dats all i'm gonna update you on.
whee`
GOD LOVES! <3

` EU AMO-TE <33
CHILD OF GOD,
MARTHA KATHLEEN CLARE SOH RUILING <3

running away frm reality.


Monday, October 16, 2006 8:49 pm
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listen, ♥
whn the world turns away frm me, you'll be the one.

hellos. (:
i'm really bored.
my computer isnt working, AT ALL.
asshole..
so i haf no choice but to use the laptop.
its mummy office's,
we're just borrowing it.
haiish..
i was so bored today..
i had nth to do.
i wrote in mah personal diary again..
finally, after so many months.
horrible right?
hahas..
i'm bored, very.
and the haze, its REALLY BAD!
PSI 130.
its hitting a very dangerous range and its really bad.
its so unhealthy.
sadly,
no one is doing ANYTHING to savage the situation.
i jus dun get it.
maybe going out tmr.
siian,
kind of reluctant to go out.
i wanna watch a movie!
but i need to use my own money and i'm BROKE! >_<"
how sadd.
but i'm determined to watch STAY ALIVE! (:
haiish,
i dunno wads happening larhs.
siian.
i miss mah SWEETHEART! ):
gods of honour finish lerhs! ):
saddening..
budden its good larhs,
i can come home late.

so irritating!!
the laptop buttons nt nice to press derhs! >_<"
ehh, i'm bored stiff okayy.
i stayed home the whole day! (:
whee`
chocolate fondu ROCKS!
especially the ones mummy made for me ytd.
too bad, i finished the strawberry ones.
its left with apples.
i LOVE the chocolate!
life hasnt been welcoming, its been chaotic.
i'm very tired.
i woke up very early today..
i didnt go for trng thanks to the haze larhs!
mah parents refuse to let me out of the hse thanks to the haze!
they did it for me,
becos they dun wan me to be sick.
bloody haze!
BURN BURN BURN!
assholes!
burn your head lahs!
anyway,
i'll end here cos I WANNA WATCH TEEVEE!
GOD LOVES! <3

EU AMO-TE <3
CHILD OF GOD,
MARTHA KATHLEEN CLARE SOH RUILING <3

- together, hand in hand -


Saturday, October 14, 2006 10:46 pm
141o2oo6


listen, ♥
the final destination.

whee`
finally..
i'm updating mah blog..
its 2 more day to a month since i last blogged..
exams killed mah entire life.
and if i fail,
i'll be damn sadd and utterly disappointed..
haiish, life hasnt been as good as everyone thought it wuld be..
carnt get use to the laptop..
too use to computer..
i hope i can pass my exams cos i put in a lot of effort to study.
i made it an effort to study e maths and a maths no matter hw much i hated it.
i studied. (:
i didnt complete a lot of papers and i am afraid that i might fail.
and i DUN WANNA fail..
i put a lot of effort and tried mah best to do it.
e maths, a maths and physics papers were KILLERS!! >_<"
i almost died doing it!
MICKEY MOUSE SO CLEVER!! >_<"
i'm only going bck to sch on wednesday.
I'M GONNA MISS MAH MICKEY MOUSE. (:
GOD LOVES! <3

i have SO MUCH to blog about.. but becos i'll unable to express mahself, i shall jus end it HERE!

CHILD OF GOD,
MARTHA KATHLEEN CLARE SOH RUILING <3

- love is YOU and ME -




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